...today is the last day of September...it was a long day for me...I could not seem to wake up this morning and when I finally did I felt like I had been shot out of a cannon...my 2 pm I had done 12 hours of work in less than 6...
...I've been thinking about Dad lately...life...and how I miss our talks...it's true that Mom and I are much closer now...but our talks aren't the same...the bond is in some ways much more unique and at times more exhausting...ultimately the friendship mom and I have is not easy for me to describe...I very much feel like the parent these days with Mom...
...yesterday I was reminded that life doesn't have to be so serious...in a world where we know lose all too often it really was nice just to relax...something that I all too often find very little of...peace...that is...
...I believe many people become exhausted by the realities of life...but if you can find that happy balance...that is truly something special...I remember working on the oncology unit...the families...the loss...the toll it took on my soul...it changed me forever...ultimately I was able to find the positive..."Good will towards men"...
...tomorrow is a new day...at the end of the day...what is most important to you...for me...it's about being the best Dad...being consistent...supporting mom and helping as many strangers as humanly possible...it's just what comes naturally to me...
jwcIII
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