a good friend of mine...someone I would consider to have a kindred soul...asked me why Heather was so angry with me...and...I found myself uncomfortable answering it...but I knew the answer...we always said we would be honest with each other C...so...
She was so angry because I let the death of my father cloud my judgement to the point where I doubted her love for me...as a man...looking back...it is painful...as a man living in the future it is something I never want to experience again; however, as a man looking towards the near future I understand life so much better now than I did...was the price worth it...absolutely not...but I do...now have a gift that I will not take for granted...
I wanted to share this entry from E. Fox...November 1st, 2009...
Foresight and Hindsight...
When you have to make a decision or take a certain action, all that you can do is to do the best you know at that time, and if you do that you will have done your duty. In the light of after events it may turn out that you made a mistake, but that will not be your fault because you could not possibly do better than the best you know at the time. Claim that the Christ is guiding you; believe it, and the ultimate outcome will be favorable even if things seem to go wrong for a time.
And the Lord shall guide thee continually...(Isaiah 58:11)
On this day...All Saint's Day...I am thankful for my faith...that it has healed and I pray for those who have lost their way...may they find peace upon the road they travel...
jwcIII
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